Vacilla

saturday boardwalk

pawn neon night

quirky buzzing place bells

in penetrating wilderness

I hear the beat

of every shadow

that slowly sticks

gums in

my neck

marlboro whiskey

women jinx darkness

sterile eyes sleep erratic step

in penetrating wilderness

I hear as I go

supporting umbrella

in rain sprinkles

needles

I hear breath of gates

sluggish pulse

corpse impulse

of the

damned souls

waiting for signal

to guess that this is the

this is the

today

after all

I should rise from my

broken knees

hands drawn up

but if

you

will you

give me your