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Writer's pictureAdam Majdecki-Janicki

AGE OF INNOCENCE, AGE OF BEHAVIOR

AGE OF BEHAVIOR (1984)


We’ve been waiting so long… first there was “Hair”, “Easy Rider”, British Tribal Music, Stonehenge Free Festivals

thru 1984, collective anarchy, extraterrestrial trippers on Planet X joining the band, The Druids, laughing with serene, complete worlds, a universe of sounds… real poems were written there, but we kept no copies. Books of the road were completed, but never published, and photographs were taken, but not of the people and places… voids of light appeared instead, and our Wiccan girlfriends went looking for ghosts. We’ve been waiting so long… first there was Blake, Rimbaud, Ginsberg, Daniel Johnston… we’ve kept memories on cassettes, we were not afraid of our feelings. We were not cornered. Manipulated. Castrated. Neglected. Punished. Vomited on asylum walls. It was an analog world of freedom, now turned digital, worthless… we can’t remember what really came first. Vague memories of Eve and the Tree, and of Sin, imposed by the Black Gowns marching…


transitory period (2012)


We’re entering the Age of Innocence again

full circle, back from the Age of Behavior (it’ll happen soon, mark my words – there are solitary prophets already screening out

the 2012 apocalypse, when the nurses can’t hear… "poles will evolve and we'll finally find Atlantis in Antarctica")

no longer caged, exposed to camera eyes, sold

reproduced, marketed, pigeonholed, published

sewn shut, priced, licensed, registered, logged in,

checking our e-mail, updating our relationship status,

playing our favorite games… what will we do?

naked, not serving, served, labeled, measured, thrown against

a muesli wall, spitting out our useless teeth, old men

on diet cocktails, without a homepage, without a nick,

without connection, not sending poems

becoming hermits again, learning to be a true writer

not blog user, community portal’s favorite pet “poet”

online magazine hero… now sitting alone

in a freezing December apartment, no water, no light, no heating,

no way to cook meals, no way to make coffee…

only matches work – but there are no more books to burn

except one and I’d never burn “The Prophet”

nowhere to buy. nowhere to go.

Our supermarket churches have been already

plundered, if not, they're being right now...

and you won't leave them without leaving traces

of your priceless, humanitarian blood.

We're Hunters again, blind, obese,

limbless, shaking... trouble is, we can't hunt

unless it's for cheap, imported products

away from corporations of thought, of manner,

realms of fake virus speech, assault on Spirit, battery on Body

demented one-night prophets, disease of friendless laptops:

into them hunchback figures type common doggerel, like me

repeating after lucky men, trapped in one-inch cells

of armadillo skin, away on a Buddhist peak

online forever, forever miserable fucks, logging into

simple, electronic lives, playing someone we’ll never be

saving our sick kid idyll, finding android wives,

our only excess hard porn pay sites...

forgetting what’s Human, leaning onto

your mechanical crutches - blinking red/green lights,

full of mp3’s you’ll never listen to,

e-books you’ll never read – too much data, sensory overload,

megabits of useless music, literature, art… pictures deformed,

pixel pandemonium – cell phone photos deconstructed

look, you’re ten pounds thinner on screen, look, you have no flaws

of identity anymore… perfect model…

I’d really like to meet you without disappointment,

complications and affection, obscene scents of sweat,

body fluids... just send me more pictures - I can write

poems from them, it's gonna be beautiful...

we're never Poets – mutilated carnivores in hairshirts

instead, worst illusionists ever, bit-nick clowns,

masked marauders on Google altars, drinking from

corporate sources of doubtful knowledge,

not reading real books anymore

stuck deep in a pilgrimage of safe entertainment

where’s dancing on ropes, walking on ice,

breathing in fumes of the city… what will you do

when all computers go silent? What will you do

when electricity fails. What will you print out,

not even confusion, repeat, confusion

can be your epitaph – your real scrapbooks are empty…

that is, if you've got any left... me, I got this one - it's now

sacred... you can’t remember handwriting, you can't play

acoustic guitar - all you ever had was a $13000 Gibson,

just to hang it on your post-modern wall...

can't write songs - the music software doesn't work...

you haven't written a real chord on paper

in ages - you relied on these cool flawless beats...

anonymous e-mails wrote all your lyrics...

sad, but I'm bored with illusion. Lady Madonna, feed me raw

reality, gray post-socialistic high-rise blocks

embrace my poor mentality

push me into dealing words again

push me into sheer songwriting, cut to the bone

primal magic of bonfire chant

I could never sell crack, Slovenian women or stolen cars.

I’m not that kind of guy

Thank God I'm safe in Poland with Roky's "Openers",

my old ragged Fender acoustic, my scrapbooks and my Mind –

anyway, fuck that, too late for nice guys.

All machines are silent. Cities, now darkened arenas of unbelievable

Roman monstrosity. Weapons disarmed. Governments dismembered.

If we were a true society of Peace, this would mean

a peaceful revolution... a paramechanical world at last...

But in this culture of death - no longer restrained,

no more blinds of control - it’s gonna be a fucking slaughter.

No music, no light, no poetry. TV reality's over.

Online reality's over. Nobody's printing out papers.

Deafening silence of Truth.

Fall of Men exposed.

And this time, it's real. We've done it ourselves.

It's not prophetic mumbo-jumbo

repeat - it's not prophetic

We've had five years in 1972, I say thank you, Ziggy, for giving us the chance


AGE OF INNOCENCE (1983)


Murderers reign the family roads, martyrs crowd the clouds, digital children circle, aimless, in ruins of silicone faith. No cellophane, iPods, laptops. Global village makes room for the Jesus of Joy, not the Serious Savior. Dolciono, Bokonon, Bernardone and Eon, innocent, walking together through burning valleys of corpses – flesh, once again, turned to smoke, liberated above the sunset. Everything’s comic up here, this earth is finally free from your thought, your passion for form and meaning, divisions, revisions, anal sex culture. “Celebrities” are gone, fortunes are common, cities tremble like grass on the wind… Eloi rise again.

New music is being composed, golden books are written.

No connection to Mammon.

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